and so, after one long, torturous week (more than that actually)

it's finally over. (!!)

and really, i should feel like this --> :D but right now it's just this indifference within me. maybe a shadow, even.

no "sweetness of liberation" (a phrase much hackneyed by many), no "sweet-smelling freedom" (another one of those phrases). nope.

just this lingering blandness.

macro, micro & marketing were good & bad in diff ways. but the one that did me in (and stole all feeling of liberation away from me now) was 2303.



seriously, how can anyone who never understood a single thing the ENTIRE sem even dare to hope for a pass? crap, i spent just ONE day cramming an ENTIRE SEM of objectionable, repulsive information into my head and i'm so proud of myself already.

so i rightly deserve some applause, despite the fact that i screwed the paper anyway.


mentally preparing myself for a fail and retaking it next sem. which may not be a bad idea if it's not that asshole lecturing again.

"conceptually, a more appealing notion would be......" (followed by some equally monstrous-looking mess of notations and gobbledygook as incomprehensible as the prev writings)

hello?! mister, there is no such thing as even an "appealing notion" in your stupid notes. every single thing you write is UNAPPEALING and makes me sick to the stomach.

"happy solving!" or "happy reading!" (after amending and making us reprint every single notes) is just so ironic and irritating i wanna puke in his face.

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nevertheless, the end of exams should always warrant celebration.

and so, :)





last thurs at changi village hotel for a buffet (which was lousy boo) and changi boardwalk for some nature therapy :D for mama's birthday. (omg "mama" is so german lol)






the boardwalk


doesnt this look like malaysia?


a ship with cargo sounding its resonant horn as it turns in. an interesting juxtaposition with the quaint old-fashioned wooden stilts in the sea.




the sister :)




argh swine flu.

the past one or two weeks i've been wrecked with worry over the matter of eventual materialisation of the immersion programme. other being consumed in the hellhole of books, that is.

if all goes well, just 9 days left. :D

time for preparingggggg........ :D :D

my host's email is making me have Heidi-like fantasies.
"sie haben ein schönes grosses zimmer mit einer wunderbaren aussicht auf wiesen und berge. es grünt und blüht hier und sie können direkt aus dem haus in der natur spazieren gehen."

HAHAH.